Unsure

Today I decided to take a mental health day off from work.

Life is strange right now. The relationships with the people I live with, the people I work with, and those in the 'miscellaneous' category are all very dynamic and undecided. I used to be quite an irrational and impulsive person and to a certain degree I still am but something is missing. Emotionally amputated would be a way to describe it. I no longer allow myself to get angry much, or sad much, or happy much. I strive for a more visceral lifestyle. Thus, the title of my blog 'CrazyHappy' is wishful thinking I suppose.

Rusted Root is playing on the radio...the lead singer's voice has a way of tugging at my passions. Should I invite Mikeal over for dinner this evening? What will Laura and Rory think? While we're on a roll with questions, I'll just list others I have:

How much energy should I expend in satisfying Tim's desire to date me? He's old enough to be my father. He's a successful politician living in a gorgeous old house down in Tacoma, WA.

Mikeal is wonderful, but should I add him to my life? I have a tendency to 'collect' people and then discard them when I see a scratch, tear, or smudge.

The Carolinas I feel are still calling me, a new voice has spoken and I'm finding myself wanting to answer, is this sensible?

How can I convince my sister and her boyfriend to come live with me?

That's all for now...I'll try and be more cheerful later.